Sunday, April 11, 2004
Hungover and deeply philosophical. Cannot believe it is Easter as I am not really in a celebrational mood. Didn't even feel like eating my chocolate easter-egg which is remarkable. Since when do I not want chocolate? I have noticed that my emotions and behaviour tend to boil over whenever I get too drunk. This rarely happens, but whenever it does it scares the shit out of me. It seems that I am a volcano waiting to purge at every given opportunity. Why was I born with such a highly charged nervous system? And how come things seem to be luring underneath the surface of my personality that I never even knew existed? Is this perhaps true for everyone, or is it just me? Are there people where what you see is what you get - even when they are drunk or upset - or do we all have strange twists and turns to our personality that burst out when our defences are low? Actually I think this is true for most people. What about you? Any comments welcome. Happy Easter!
Friday, April 09, 2004
My first blog entry, how exciting. I have created this side to share the real me with the rest of you. Pilosophical thoughts, spiritual thoughts, art, fishing, people, poems, god....enjoy the reading. For those of you who sometimes (or all of the time) fear my shell - here is the kernel for all to taste.